Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Family?
Yeah, it's one of my crappy-so-not-happy rantings again.
What's the cause of this mood? FAMILY.
Once again, my parents never fail to disappoint me. And before i continue, it's not because i'm jealous of my brother or what-so-ever. Ok, here's the thing- Brother asks for a mac notebook, parents IMMEDIATELY agreed and bought him one. Audrey asks for a new computer chair, parents said another time (yeah,and im still waiting for the chair to drop down from the clear blue sky).
Tell me, is a computer chair > Mac notebook? It's clearly shown that my parents, yeah MY parents, gives more piority to whatever my brother tells them. He claims he needs the notebook for school purposes. HAH! get REAL man. 1stly when he got his desktop, he told my dad he needed it to create some fucking music (Self-proclaimed "musician").And guess what?! he pratically uses it for his life-sucking games. See what i meant when i said that they listens to him most of the time compared to me? And they can be so plain dumb to believe everything he says.
So what about me? Not that im bragging or trying to say that i've done so much, but honestly, do i see my brother buying food back WILLINGLY for the family? NO. Do i see him doing whatever he can to make my dad's birthday a memorable one? NO.
I seriously wonder if my parents ever took notice of all the things i willingly done for them, JUST TO MAKE THEM HAPPY.
Oh, and thanks a lot dad, for literally pushing me away :) HELLO?! There's a word called E-X-C-U-S-E M-E. You don't have to use force to make me move aside you know.
And that's why i say , parents always think they're the greatest! and that they're never in a wrong. And even if they are, the word "sorry" is like a word with tonnes of syllabus to it. I mean, if you're in a wrong, how hard is it to say you're sorry?
I can't very much be bothered with their freaking attitude. To think parents are supposed to be a role-model to their children. FUCKING NO WAY.
