How cool is it , to have a mother who speaks ill of her own child? A mother who doesn't support her child's decisions, who wants to control her child's life; to interfere with it, to sculpt it the way she wants it to be. Who believes she's ALWAYS right (even when it comes to arguing with my dad) , and who doesn't want to admit defeat.
She goes around telling her relatives and friends about my bad points. An amazingly, i think she feels "proud" speaking ill of me. Of course her friends and relatives will go , "oh really?" "wow!" "oh my!", thus giving her her wanted attention! Not only that, she fucking well doesn't trust me with decisions. HELLO?!!?! I'm not your baby anymore! I very well know what i want now and i don't need you criticising my decisions.
It's ironic you know nice i've tried to be to her, despite her going around spouting junks about me. And i seriously think i'm crazy enough to actually cry and feel hurt about her remarks.
[x]Tablet [ ]Digital Cam
[x]PSP [x]Garskin [ ]Digital drawing lessons
[ ]Pass grade 8 piano exam
[x]Not failing my sem tests [x]Patrick stuffed toy [ ]Japan trip
[ ]More time to sleep
[ ]MORE clothes
TO-DO-LIST
[x]Motivation to study [x]Practise Piano [x]New Blog skin [ ]Work $$$$
[ ]Make a new skin =x
[ ]Sleep more,play less :)
[ ]Make blogskin for kimmy! haha
